Where did the other half go?

Living out of a backpack, out of my car, at my parents and at my boyfriends. .....I miss my crayon list of things to eat, dinners, traditional Christmas pot luck with friends, corsets, patio drinking with Sash, pita pit at 3 am, having my car parked, sewing with nothing on, staying up until 4, getting up at 10 am, making wings in the park, leaving to go for a walk and not coming back till dark, meditating, my salad spinner, my garlic press, my parquet floors, singing with the top down, dyeing, watching the kite people, bikram's- day off- run- day off- repeat, chapters to read, my pink and green bathroom, the epiphany of pink and green, monsoon breakfast, costume parties, sparkles, my computer in my closet.......